My dog

After talking a lot with Delany about pets, I remembered my own pet, Lucky. He was my Husky.
Lucky was given to me when I was 10 years old. and he "left" when I was 18. A car killed him...
We practically grew together, he and I. We spent our childhood together, and our "teens" together...
I remembered some of the things we were doing... I remembered I was having him chase the girls of the village, but trained him never to bite, just scare them away. The peasants were mad about me, scaring their girls, but... who cares? Not me, anyway. xD
I remember when it was summer and he was getting too hot, I was "watering" him with the hose, and he was trying to bite the water, enraged! He couldn't bite it, of course, and that was making him angrier! Each time I was putting the hose down, it was his turn to make me all wet, by shaking his body and his tail, trying to get rid of the extra water! :D
I also remember that he was lying at my side when I was watering our trees, and I was getting bored, waiting for a tree to get enough water, so that I could move on... really boring.
I remember that I argued with grandpa about his name, he wanted to name him "Leon", the greek for "lion". I chose "Lucky", one of the few dog names I knew.
I remember he was howling like a wolf, when he wanted me to remove his chain.
I remember that he was all over, licking me, each time I pretended to be dead, down on the grass...
One day while I was fast asleep, my sister woke me up to tell me that he was hit by a car...
The night before I remember giving him food and changing his water... then... silence.
If I ever find out who killed him... he will feel my wrath!
The place where I come from is fool of peasants, killing poor dogs, just for fun. (And people say I'm the one with complex... :) ).
God gave dog to human, cause human has the need to have god close to him... (GOD-DOG, makes some sense)
I don't easily love someone, only a few can have that "privilege", but I surely did love my dog.
There is only a picture of him, and I'll post it somewhere, when I find it... for those who care, anyway.
I  think I will never get me another dog... ever!
Usually I post pictures to all of my posts, but no other dog will get the place of my Lucky!
I'll never forget you, old friend! NEVER! And to all of you who have dogs, please, treat them with love. Dogs can feel your emotions!
Goodbye... friend. I hope you are in a better place... 'til all are one.

New Transformers game announced!

As the title says. The new game appears to be concentrated on the war between the Autobots and the Decepticons on Cybertron, before discovering Earth. The models are similar to the classic ones, (finally!), and we can also see a classic character on the trailer, the giant Omega Supreme!
I just can't wait. For both this and the new Batman game.
I've been a huge Transformers fan since I remember my very existence, so this is really big to me.
Rumors also confirm that Peter Cullen will be the voice of Optimus Prime on this game as well. That's perfect! I couldn't imagine anyone other being Optimus...
For now, there is just a small teaser-trailer, but it's very promising.

Nexus † R.I.P.

A good friend's pet rat died a few hours ago. I don't really know how it is to lose a pet , it's been a looong time since I had pets, (with the exception of a bat sleeping at my balcony, where the light bulb is supposed to be), but I think it feels pretty bad. His owner loved him a lot, and spent many sad and happy moments together. She was even allergic to rats, yet she loved him really very much!
This is a small tribute, the least I could do. Nexus will be remembered. 'Til all are one.

New Batman game announced!

After the magnificent success of Batman: Arkham Asylum game, a second game is coming through, and a trailer is already available.
For me Batman: Arkham Asylum is the best game of the year 2009, and I'll be extremely happy to get a chance to buy me a sequel.

Video Games | Spike TV VGAs 2009 | Batman: Arkham Asylum 2 Exclusive Debut Trailer HD

XBox 360 | Playstation 3 | Nintendo Wii

Shopping, Mayhem and Scooby!

 Yesterday I woke up kinda early, for my standards, at 1150 o' clock. Realizing it's the day for me to get payed, I rushed to get the money, and then went to buy me a T-Shirt. Suddenly I fell into a dilemma! There were two shirts I really wanted to have, yet I couldn't afford both of them. I was standing there for more than 10mins, before finally making a decision.
After that, I payed a visit to Pike. We watched TV, played WoW and ate together (my treat).
I also played Smack Down. In a 1vs1 match against the best character, in the Legendary difficulty, with my own custom character, Vegeta. It was an intense fight, and you couldn't tell who was winning, but in the end I made it! xD
After that we watched Scooby Doo and then I departed for home, to have a shower and relax.
Vector Sigma, I love Saturday!
Oh and I love the classic Batman's music theme. It's dark, sad, mysterious and scary at the same time. Just like Batman!

 

Last journal entry.

I really messed up big time...
It finally came to surface that it wasn't a big deal at all. My stupidity, though, turned it into a DRAMA, and that's what made things worse. I realize I was too ignorant, too fool. I was overprotective, like she was my own daughter. I made a mistake and turned her away from me.
I understand that she now wants to keep her distance, and I will not blame her. After all, it was my fault and I accept the consequences of my actions.
I can only hope it's not forever, because I still consider her as a friend.
 I am not good at making friends. I'm not a communicative person, anyway. So there only are 4 persons in the whole world that are my friends with the whole meaning of this word. Mime, Pike, Mois and Asami.
I don't have many friends, and of course I can't afford losing any of them. That would literally tear me apart.
I remember, kinda, how it is to be torn apart... Only that now it will be even worse. I don't care about girlfriends... but losing a true friend is the worst thing ever. I'd rather lose my good eye, than lose a friend. Why? Because I got two eyes, similar to each other, so I don't really care. But every single one of my best friends is special and most valued to me. Everyone is remarkable, with his/her own unique way. Of course I'm not literally afraid of the dark, but of the darkness that will devour the emptiness I'll feel if  the worst happens and I lose a friend...
For now, I will let her keep her distance without bothering her, and decide whether I'm worthy as a friend or not.

Silence

I've been sitting on my PC for hours... waiting for response.
It appears that my "Black Friday" is confirmed, and I'm still not forgiven. It appears that I will not find the redemption I seek... I really wish I wasn't that stupid... How could I ever do such great mistake, setting a great friendship in danger? None, except me, can tell how much I regret about it. The silence is just... painful. Far more painful that the words my friend could tell me. I only want us to be friends... My punishment, my torment goes on and on... And I clearly don't even understand why... I admit I was a jerk with all those stupid tags and comments... But is that enough to break a strong friendship? Why do I have to go through all this agony? I only ask for a chance... even criminals have a second chance in life...

Black Friday (?)

Once again I stood up early in the morning. Sent a "goodmorning" message to my friend, Asami. I only hope she's alright, and has forgiven me about yesterday. Once again I feel like apologizing, since I caused such inconvenience.
I just want her to be one of my best friends again. Nothing more, I never asked -and never will- for more. And of course nothing less.
I only hope she will feel like talking to me today, about the matter.
We had such great time, and learned many secrets of each other.
I only want to restore this friendship, this communication, this trust... But I can't do it all alone.
Right now, I only have to say one thing:

None is perfect.

People make mistakes, it's natural. Today I think I've done a really bad mistake, a bad joke, to be honest, which just overcame all the other bad jokes I've done before. I only want to apologize to my friend. A friend who has so many things on her mind, yet I manage to poke her with my stupidity. Now I only hope she can forgive me. Forgive and forget, for that's the true meaning of friendship. Friends in happy moments, and in bad moments.
Asami... forgive me.

Bad luck and surprises.

6:30 Waking up and sending a "goodmorning" message to Asami, the only one of my friends who wakes as early as I do.
7:30 Heavy rainfall, and I left home without taking an umbrella... tough luck indeed. And not only that, the bus was late...
8:30 Arrival at hospital. The day couldn't be worse... new teammates, some silly barbie-girls, who think they know everything... While the teacher was trying to explain them a few things, my mind was flying outside the window. For some reason I was too bored to learn anything.
Weather wasn't helping at all, the city seemed just like a shadow of its normal shelf. Seemed like a tomb...
12:05 I left hospital later than usual, cause the teacher had to explain more stuff to my classmates. anyway, I soon realized the roads were shut, and there were no busses. Had to walk a couple of miles 'til I reach the station and take the bus home.
The day seemed to be getting worse and worse, when suddenly a surprise came up. The very best thing, and yet one of the rarest, happened to me and I feel like the happiest man in the world! I can't talk about it, but I think that you, Asami, maybe suspect what it is, we have spoken about it on the past days. :)
Now I feel totally awesome!

P.S. I'm sorry, but I'll tell to none about what has happened. It's not secret, though. Just a BIG surprise! :)